"Dear Sapi" Series


Sapi is a dear close friend of mine,

he passed away last year in the young age of 26.. Sometimes, I miss him, other times... I miss him so much. I really love how we're literally on a platonic relationship, like not even a second have we ever thought of any feelings more than being friend. That's pretty cool, I think. Hehe...

Anyway, he was my friend's ex. We were introduced when they were still in a relationship (like of course), but then when they broke up, we've been close friends already, so well... we continue being friends (and mind you, my friend doesn't mind ^^).

Terus kenapa nulisnya jadi make bahasa Inggris ya? Err...

Anyway, aku pengen nulis lagi, dan honestly, aku sering banget lupa kalo Sapi is no longer around. Jadi kadang kalo pas lagi di jalan sering banget kepikiran hal-hal yang terjadi trus kayak pengen share ke Sapi gitu.. karena emang kita adalah pertemanan yang cerewet banget, lol. Isinya kalo kita lagi main adalah ngemeng, nyampah, dan makan... and we talk about everything, lolol..

Nah, karena itulah tercipta ide ini, bikin potingan blog series yang judulnya Dear Sapi, in which I will talk to him about everything (seperti misalnya: 2NE1 yang bubar, CL yang solo di Amrik, dunia per-kpop-an yang sebatas YGE, tempat makan baru, keinginan terpendam beli sepatu baru, dan keabsurdan2 hidup lainnya yang biasanya mungkin akan aku curhatkan ke orangnya langsung..)

Btw, I've accepted the fact that he's not around anymore kok. Cuman ya itu.. kadang kadang aku kangen Sapi, kadang kadang lainnya aku kangen banget sama Sapi ^^.

Cheers!

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