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when he was around, I kinda don’t need this blog. Whenever I have story to share, I’ll come to him first, I love his reaction, always so excited to anything I tell him. Whenever I create something new, he was the first one I will show it to, before then showing it off to the world. Now that he’s gone, I’m kinda lost. he was always there, at the corner, watching me, and maybe now, he still does, who knows? But now he’s invisible, i can not find him, can not see him, can not talk to him and a huge part of me is missing, along with him. Not that I blame him for this feeling I am feeling right now, my bad, I shouldn’t have put on the expectations too high, I’ve learnt that to gain more is to expect less. I crossed the line, I stepped over the limit, and so here I am now, kinda heartbroken and lost. I don’t blame him for this, again, I have to tell you, world. I don’t understand why he disappears, but I believe he has a good reason for this. Still, remembering the days and nights tha