The new year is near and I'm still here...

ssungguhnya agak bingung mau ngapain, dan gimana... apa goalsnya, kok tiba2 semacam hilang arah... mau apa ya? targetnya tu apa?

Mau kawin? Apa mau bikin bisnis sendiri? Apa mau gimana? Aku harus apa ya?

mmm bingung... bahkan mau curhat juga bingung karena ga paham masalahnya apa...

Kayak semacam harusnya i can do more and be more, tapi sejauh apa? jadi apa? mulai dari mana?


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